Glitz night, an event held every year in RP, a night which sportsmen/women shall be recognized for their efforts of their interest group(cca).

For me, I'm awarded Certificate of Merit for basketball, just a small award eh =p

"Words from you"

 

Landon Pigg -Cant let go

 

Well youre the closest thing I have

To bring up in a conversation

About a love that didnt last

But I could never call you mine

Cause I could never call myself yours

And if we were really meant to be

Well then we justify destiny

Its not that our love died

Just never really bloomed

 

Well I cant let go

No, I cant let go of you

Youre holding me back without even trying to.

I cant let go

I cant move on from the past

Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

 

And then we saw our paths diverge

And I guess I felt OK about it.

Until you got with another man,

And then I couldnt understand

Why it bothered me so.

How we didnt die we just

Never had a chance to grow.

 

I cant let go

No, I cant let go of you

Youre holding me back without even trying to.

I cant let go

I cant move on from the past.

Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

 

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

 

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply

I'd rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

On what you say or do?

I'm only just beginning to see the real you

 

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

 

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But through the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer

Still trapped within my truth

A hesitant prize fighter

Still trapped within my youth

 

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

 

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

 

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you've tried

I've watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

 

At times I think we're drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

 

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

When it comes to the part that bothers you whom step into your life, you become cautious and sensitive towards what's in or coming your way.

 

Meet someone new and this person wants you to meet more of his or her friends - welcome to my circle, and you shall realize what comes beneath. However, it's still possible to retreat, not knowing it's safe or not, to be safe than sorry? People do take risk but at this point of time, it's just a 50/50% chance, so it's just a yes or no. Well, it sounds good, everyone can talk, or the listener is just another naïve listener that just nod his or her head way through with doubts in between.

 

Go with your heart it says but your mind says no. Perhaps it's not much harm after all if you do know how to take care of yourself. So it's a yes?

 

Ya-dah Yadah~

 

Another draggy day to a wonderful weekend…

 

 

Lately have been a shopping spree for me and I almost cleared all my money in my bank, not some huge amount though.

Reasons? Just to get some new attires for the coming performance I shall be attending. It might not be a very very big event, but to me it's to support this special friend of mine and get some new stuff at the same time. To pamper myself a bit I guess.

Recently my work place had 'played' my emotions. I started working since around the age of 14 when my mum brought me to a 'tentage waitering'. Yeap, so my career life of waitering started since then. In the mid I've took up being an operator and sales assistant. Although been 6-7 years of working experience already, I dare not say I'm good in any field, just experienced before.

Current working place in Indochine as a waiter, in overall is good. What's not good shall be the management there I guess, not too bad just that it's not stabilized. It really depends on the manager's mood. Once a while you will get sabotaged and being back stab. But of course, if you didn't do your stuff right or not to someone's favor. Well, I'm those heck care type so I'll just do my style.

Our cafe side got this small little backyard at the side of it and I believe there should be the place that has the highest level of 'fengshui' - few big tanks with guppies, plants, and 3 big Buddha heads which is only movable by vehicles. Okay I don't know much about 'fengshui', but that area is windy, fishes, plants, by the river and with the Buddha sculptures. I kind of like the relaxed feeling of being there early in the morning just to water the plants and feed the fishes.

Anyway that's the place where I met my special friend (:

lalalalala~

However, I've got problems juggling my time in between the stuff I'm doing, so maybe, I shall drop one of them. Hard to decide.

Cab-ed from AMK to Woodlands with a whooping $17. Wow! Luckily shared among with Kok Boon plus a free ride for Hui Qi. heh heh :p

Science lessons are always that dreadful because everyone is presenting the same thing over and over again for 2 hours. Well, spent most of my time dozing off.

Had beep test today and my current record is Lvl 12 shuttles 2. It has been quite a while since I last ran like this. Almost 5yrs back since I left the school's cross-country team. Those were the times. Basketball and cross-country training at alternative days. That is why i'm so thin la!

If life were as simple as secondary school time, it would be great. Schedules are very hard to juggle now because of projects and work, life sux man.

Spent most of my time staying out today, barely had time to relax at home till now.

Work was great this morning and I don't know why am I enjoying myself watering the plants and feeding the fishes, there is a small 'backyard' at the side of the cafe. Distracted for the whole afternoon there, feeling something was amiss, oh well.

Settled down with a few colleagues after work for lunch, kuay tiao, how boring. What kept me staying there for a while more was this particular colleague, she was sharing her own life story. Now I understand why she was respected by one of my the other colleagues. Currently in her mid 20s and she is a mother already, with a son 5yrs old. It was daring for her to give birth to her son at that time because her family was financially unstable, in high debt in fact. She was encouraged by her mum to abort the child and the mum influenced her mind - the man couldn't support himself and got himself into such high debts, though had a small business, both of them accumulated had only few hundreds dollars, she can have another child next time when the time is right, she is still young and there are plenty of better guys out there. The husband is smart, he knew that abortion means 'nothing'. The husband told her, if you abort the child, I will lose my child and you. She was moved and ran away with the husband unwillingly to another place, couldn't bear to leave her own family but she really love him. Since then, the husband worked even harder and managed to clear the debts, and being financially stable now, for the family. This colleague of mine, had such great courage to take this bet and took the plunge with the husband. She smiled and said, we have been through a lot.

What I see was the faith and from her to the husband, and it was the child that gave the couple the determination and motivation. I'm really happy for her and from my heart, I do really wish her all the best (:

Rushed for a match during evening after work. Even though its a lost, guess everyone did a good job. Good job team (: