Had another blog of different language, was bothering what entries to put it in as it’s for someone special to read.

Christmas has just passed recently, received a lot of sms greetings from friends, thanks a lot! Although greetings seems to be a little thought but to me, “you are remembered”. It’s real warn heartfelt.

My fellow secondary school friends planned a Christmas steamboat cum present exchange party. Everyone enjoyed themselves. Though simple food, but this special gathering made it look special and taste great.

We used to be in the same place for the same reason,
fated as we were as we get to know each other by day,
we struggled for the same goal,
the actual day came and we been through it together,
results were what we feared,
some raised while some fall,
some joy-ed while some tear-ed,
we walked to a split road and we chose our own destiny,
different path we took but shall we meet in the same destination,
everything seems to be just a wink second ago,
time flies

was amazed to see blood when i was clearing my nose. well, it was an accident during basketball training. rain always spoils the fun, so our training was called off earlier.

since the start of holiday, things have not been going smooth for me. must be cursed. right now terribly sick. hopefully this "banana skin" goes away asap.

next week shall be the U18 teck ghee cup for the RP guys, to me it was rather unexpected that RP would actually send a team with unexpected list of players. well, all the best guys.

another busy day for myself, rushing with time again but was enjoyable.

was shocked by my facilitator today. i had to present alone and quality of my presentation determines the rest of my team members grades too. did ok. glad that we really worked as a team throughout and our lesson was indeed fun. also, managed to sort of 'click' with the rest of my class mates as well.

rushed for UT as lesson ended late and it was not smooth, worried but just let fate decide. rushed for late lunch and went training, late though.

in overall, training was great even with few people whom turned up. its great to see that some really put in their best effort.

another rainy day and we do know that this is the expected period. however killer 'summer' is coming so lets enjoy the weather while we can.

p.s. : your present really surprised me. especially the card that gave the present a better meaning.yea we will catch up soon. (my freaking good friend =p)

another rainy day, feeling that time was tight, rushing myself from place to place and preparing myself for UT.

Whole campus felt darn cold, put on the jacket and thought I would wear it till home. Perspired after hurrying myself from place to place after school and took it off.

My old friends had plans for me after school so I joined them during the late evening.

Was a very joyous night and rare occasion that we are free on the same night for such small gathering. The stories said and laughters brought back our times during school days and realizing how fast time has passed.

Thanks Kelvin, Yuan Duan, Yin Xue, Pei Shan, Penny & Geraldine for accompanying me the day I turn 20. Not forgetting those whom wished me & present from my sis. =]

Was bored and started to browse random stuff in my com, pictures, chatlogs and blogs, was amazed by the changes of each of us. Everyone seems to be playing with time.

Time sometimes determine a person's thinking and decision. Probably if both event clashes at the same time, a different scenario might happen. Just like what's I'm experiencing, what has left has left and what has stay has stayed. A bit 'no-link' eh ?

Anyway, these few days felt "introvert", was bothering my own stuff and keeping myself at home. Rainy weathers spoiled any outing plans but such weather best suit couples I guess.

To realize that you visited my blog was a surprise. Even though you told me the impossibilities between us but I hope that you can have more confident in yourself first. Let alone say for me, but for your future too. If someone can think of you every minute, which means that person thinks that you are important to him or her. The wall between us is indeed hard to break, but hope that we can climb over it one day.

Another rainy day & lazed in bed till 11 plus. Woke up to find regular guests in our house and luckily I’ve my hair shorten so it doesn’t look like those ‘after-bed’ hairstyle.

Was eating & happened to hear their conversation, “its better off the old ones die as soon as possible because their medical fees are so expensive”. That shocked me. Parts and parcel of life, if you are ill, just get it treated, why not say one will die sooner or later so why not let a youngster get terribly sick and not getting treated waiting death. Guess this example had different effect on sympathies.

Still can remember reading an article few days back, about sending an alive old lady into a coffin. She was hospitalized but announced to be in critical state and shall not be able to live for long but she was able to be discharged. The doctors thought her children wanted to bring this old lady back to her house for the rest of her time. End up, she was being sent to the coffin waiting for death with all the preparations done on her, like make-up all these. What’s more saddening was her resting on the ‘dry-ice’ bed which is used to preserve the body. At the end of the article, it wrote that the children were too busy and they were too distant from this old lady. However, this old lady was sent back to the hospital again after 2 hours of stay in the coffin and being alive but was announced dead during late midnight.

With so many sad stories about the old ones, what shall be mine in future. Seems scary.

Had plans for this morning but was too shag from yesterday’s training I guess, and until woken up by mum playing & blasting those oldies songs.

Old injury is back and every movement to me is very tedious now. Had to make extra effort to make every move, so even if I have good stamina is useless. Come to think of doing that therapy again really frightens me, phobia!

Recently found an interesting blog that talks about this person’s personal life and I do respect the courage for those posts as I find them very detailed & daring, some how I’m quite affected from the contents. This person also includes pictures which gives the contents more meaning, and it seems cool to have a camera around your neck all the while to not to miss out memories.

So while reading the contents, I thought I should initiate more responsibilities to myself and realized the importance of sharing. Perhaps being anonymous should be the best, sometimes we just want to be low-profile so that we can be more daring with our words but that doesn’t mean I’m those nose-poking taggers, just in case.

We can have unlimited goals and wishes but it’s just so hard to stay focus and making them realized. Had a teacher whom told us this – our life is full of distractions that you can’t help it but to be stay out of focus, can’t be denied or forgotten. Unless one can really adopt this harsh way of what ever comes into your way and you can just kick them away, which might cause ‘neglect - tance’.

Whatever it is, I feel it’s better to know what you want to achieve at the end of the day so you won’t be so aimlessly living throughout.